Seeing as you seem to be hypersensitive there, we don’t want to rush the main event, or have you black-out too early.” He’s gesticulating with the goad while he talks, so it keeps waving casually towards me, and involuntarily, each time I shrink black away from its asian touch. Dammit why can’t I stand still? I mustn’t show fear. Any weakness will only be exploited. I just can’t seem to hold steady in the frame though, reacting to each movement towards me. This is pathetic, my trying to writhe and evade the goad already, but my body is senses what is to come and is reacting on its own. “Let’s make you scream for a little while, before I take you,” amateur Salarin says in a genial voice. “It will help break your spirit, and terrify the other women, still out there in The Zone. Soon you will inevitably beg me to fuck you Melena, and every other woman will want me to fuck them when they see this, because they’ll understand anything is better than what I’m about to do to you with only a goad.” Again my mind tries to tell me, “You will survive, Melena. It won’t be fun, but you will survive. If you beg, it doesn’t really matter. You’ll do it anyway, just like he said. They all know you won’t be able to help it. Just do it. Make it easy on yourself.” I wish I could leave my body, and witness what’s coming as a disinterested observer. But I’m stuck in my vulnerable form, and my bladder control is the only part of my body that abandons me to my fate. Suddenly urine is spurting from me, steaming down to the dusty red ground and running down my thigh in a warm rivulet of shame. Salarin, just far enough from me to avoid being splashed, turns away from me for the last time. He raises his arms, goad held high, to address the galactic audience. I wonder how many trillions are in front of their screens, waiting to see me suffer. “Look, the so-called heroine is so frightened she pissed herself. Maybe she’s not so brave? Let’s see how long Colonel, Melena de Santo, can hold out before she begs to be fucked,” he calls out. Salarin turns back to me, his voice so quiet it is intimate. There’s nothing in my universe but me and him now. “The goad has a pain setting from one to ten,” he says gently. “One is an uncomfortable russian jolt. Ten will leave you unconscious.” My boy eyes are drawn to follow his fingers as he adjusts the dial. I standing here naked and helpless, at his mercy. There is little else I can do but watch, and anticipate the inevitable. “This is a four,” he informs me, and it begins with the flesh around my stomach. 20 - Fifth I am begging, but only when I have the chance. Most of the time I’m just screaming like an animal, any coherent thought driven away by the world of pain. All that once was the person named Melena de Santo, he has taken from me. My sense of shame, I quickly discovered was insignificant compared to this personal hell. So much hurt, and he hasn’t even moved to my erogenous zones yet. Such torture should take months to heal, but when he does pause, the agony doesn’t fade gradually. It vanishes instantly as it arrives, and I’m transported from one reality to another. The councilors were arguing heavier than usual when the Lord Doctor burst through the chamber doors. Suddenly the door burst open as her brother entered the room without knocking. "I'm sorry Mom.." she screamed as asian she pushed hard one last time at me, and let out a long howl that would have made her tiger namesake proud. Ronja groaned in irritation, was amateur it simply a matter of dressing more daring? BJ whispers in her ear what the collar boy signifies, Danni crinkles her nose and puts the collar back on the hook. “Mmm, you are the best, you know black that?” I asked her. She wasn't jealous; on the contrary, she loved watching her mistress kiss her husband. “You are really beautiful,” I confessed, “And I do believe I am falling in love with your member.” "Festal aphrodisiac male only Chocolate?" She seemed completely at ease. We would drop by Sid's house and pick up all of the cloths that Sid had and return to my place. Eva grinned, then sung russian “eeny-meeny-miny-moe,” and picked Alexa and Brianna.